i hate when

i hate when we get like a long weekend at school, and then i get so used to it i dont wanna go back.

its killing me. like this afternoon i have to go to cheerleading practice, ugh right yeah haha but cheerleading is kind of fun. i just dont want to have to go to tryouts. T__T so anyways i have to go to that at 3 PM and it goes til 4:30. im sorta stressed out over it cuz i hate tryouts and stuff. i just wanted to relaxxxxxxx today. boooo.

also umm new school is fun. yay~

okay subliminal message time

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also recently i have been going overboard on shopping. its horrible. haha. D: but so addicting!

have you ever gotten the feeling where you just really don't want something to come, but when it does you get super stressed out and then afterwards it feels like nothing...that happened to me with recitals a lot haha. back when i played flute and piano (piano for 8 years, flute for...uhm...5 and a half.) i used to play gu dzen or whatever, which is like chinese harp. im sad that i quit, it was sooo cool D:

also, i started my recital project at school (but at my school we call them ropes) i HATE IT

and i have to write a short story by october 2nd because i told my mom i would and i lied to her sayin that i already started it....sdlkfjsldfjsfklj i hate thisssss! D:

i haven't straightened my hair for 5 days. this. isn't. NORMAL.

you can see me with curly hair. at my deviantart. although kids from my old school wont be able to tell cuz more than half of you haven't even seen my new haircut yet. lolll thats weird to think about. i haven't seen any of them since june. wtf. D: well goodbye  forever

uhmhmhmhmhmmhmmmm i got invited to a wedding from my japanese TA teacher...but i dont know if i should go because she invited the 10 kids in the class and ive only been to 4 sessions and aaaah id feel bad if i didn't BLAWEGWEGWGEWEG I WANT TO GO TO A PARTY! D:

ive been wanting to go to a party for the past like half year :D luckily i think someones having a barmitzvah soon that i know, so that will be fun. >_> yeahhhhhhhh. heigh hooo. um. yeah.

i should sew more. or make cool videos. or take better pictures.

tell me what to do

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH--do you ever get hungry, then go to the kitchen and tehres nothing good to eat. i hate that also. hahaha at my new school we dont get to eat in class, and we have 2 eating periods (one is brunch for 15 mins and one is lunchtime) and so im actually losing weight because of it. ITS AMAZING LOLOLOL o:

my dog and cat will be 2 and 1 soon. it will be amazing. hobbes' bday is october 7. and my kitty's is unknown so we just pretend it was born the same day since they were both born in october. heheehehe. hobbes has changed a lot. i miss when he was small. but now he's not AS rabid. grrr hehehe. ack i hate being at  home d oing nothing in the afternoon! i want to be like...downtown right now or something. poop. thats why i like being with my mom, even if its to go to a dry cleaner. cuz i hate being at home. wwww D:

i haven't listened to my ipod in 2 weeks. how sad is that? yeah, because when my mom drives me to school it only takes 2 minutes (my old school took 40 mins) and i have to walk home with my stupid little brother who is always bothering me, or one of my friends that i like talking to, or i have an extra curriculum program afterschool. its killing me. sdflkjsdfkjsdf.

my music has changed a lot too. i dont really like alternative anymore. i like indie music that they play in anthropologie. :D and i dont hate anybody anymore. because ive decided to leave all that behind. plus its so funny to read peoples' status fights that are like I CANT BELIEVE YOU BETRAYED ME WE ARE SO NOT FRIENDS ANYMORE because it lets me...reminisce on when i thought everything and everyone cycled around me. ah, the bad old times.

cracking knuckles is such a horrible habit of mine. i should really quit. gaah. i also need a new bicycle. i have a hello kitty bicycle that is pink and has a basket. i love it but i am embarassed to ride on it LOLOLOLOL D: erg i hate smilies that change into those u gly pictures. for like 2 years i always put spaces between my smilies. maybe i should do that again lalallalalalallaaaaaaaa if i was a boy at sea i would be swinging from a boken tree i would get down on the ground looking up at stars at niiiiight alaaalalallalalalalalalallalallaaaaaaaaa

i love my mommmmm she is super nice o_O i hate extra homework that she makes me do thooooo :'D

that was my train of thought for the year,

thank you.

WTF.

okay so first day of school was today... sela (sara) does not go to nueva anymore as you prolly already know which for your information sucks ass. i like walked into school waiting to give her a huge hug but guess what... SHE NEVER SHOWED UP! i know most of the grade felt the same way as well. it was good that i saw her on sunday though, otherwise i might have died, i hadnt seen her in WEEKS!
the day was pretty boring, though i guess classic special school weird first day of school. we do this thing as like an ice breaker that corresponds with the curriculum of the humanities unit for the middle school, which this year is globalization or some shit. so they wasted a fuck load of tape and made the WORLD MAP on the floor of the gym. then we did this weird puzzle thing and then sat on the map in these orders and were given apples only i didnt get one cause i was mobbed in asia (yes, i will try and ask one of the sel teachers from england for a pic that i saw him taking) but literally 70 kids were running into me grabbing apples from the bag i was holding then i didnt get one which was okay i must say isnce it was gorss and i didnt want one.
after that the rest of the day was rather boring. hs transitions is gonna be the worth class in the entire world, oh well... BUT today it was pretty funny cause winslow had been calling yusef all day in like every class and yusefs super loud ring tone would go off. so he did this in this super serious hs class and the teacher, C, asked if it was a talking backpack. Yusef threw it out on the balcony but we could still here it. then yusef blamed it on winslow. c argued about how winslow could call him from his seat, asked if he had his phone programed to call yusef every 30 minutes or something (i think she was trying to make a joke) and stuff. we all tried so hard not to laugh but then she started lecturing yusef and winslow about cells phones. it took like 10 fucking minutes (thank god.) ifnally it stopped and class started again and WADES watch fucking started BEEPING! the entire class started laughing and C asked what was so funny and none of us could talk. haha.
okay then i got home and fucking yusef wrote on my wall for the world to see "wtf how the hell did you grow boobs" or something of the sort. yes. fml. it sucked. it was on EVERYONES damn homepage on facebook.
dammit. great first day.